old post from fort collins...sept 21, 2007

-----this is an older blog of mine from my old myspace jam-----from september 21 2007(fort collins, CO)

ok...i haven't written anything here in a "minute" and i apologize...mostly to myself...but still...i'm worth it, right?
i just got a phone call from a "friend" who i'm not that close with...but i guess a friend nonetheless...who has done some shit in the past, let's say, that has clouded his judgement...and i had seen him last night out at the bars...
and that's what started this whole situation...
he's said he was proud of me...for quitting smoking as well as drinking and he pointed out that i "looked" healthier...and that made it all worth it...i feel better...he was genuinely proud of me b/c i did something i said i was going to do...

and i started to realize that everyone i know-and probably everyone you know have said a lot of things that never get done...just imagine getting some of that cool shit done...b/c you know there is a lot of shit that you've said, that would be incredible, but you never go through with it...only to, later on down the road, say..."remember when i said that, yea, we should've done that...it woulda been sooo kick ass"
...well fuckin do it now...
don't wait on shit...i'm not telling you to do drugs, break the law, beat kids...
i'm talking cool shit like "hey, let's build a go-kart" or "let's go skydiving" the latter is not my style b/c i am deathly afraid of heights but you get the idea...and everyone thinks that they'll have an idea and leave it for later in life...why? do that shit now...and think of something else for later in life...

i apologize for shortness...i hafta go...HANSON CONCERT TONIGHT!!!!!! hahahahaha i'm so kidding...just pokin fun at a select few people...xox

Love Ya'll,
Fitz